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Where
am I? This question can simply mean your
current location. I will answer that
part, but also a deeper part. Where I am
in my life at this moment is a much more complicated answer.
Where I
am currently is a small town in rural Nebraska, on a farm. I grew up here and this is my home. I have lived in the same house all my
life. And have been in the same room for
the majority of that time. This house
has a spacious back yard for our dogs to run and play, and several
pastures. When I was little we only had
one horse now we have 5 on the place and they are what make this place my safe
haven. Also living in this house is my
family. Without them this place would be
empty and lifeless. My dad is the head
of the house and protector. My mom is
the caregiver, and my brother is well….a brother. He is the annoying and loud one. There is never a dual moment when he is home.
At this
point in my life is where I’m about ready to leave home and go off to
college. I have mixed feelings about
this. I am excited to travel to a new
place and have new freedoms and independence, but I am going to have to leave
everything I have ever known. I will
have to leave my friends too. In 6th
grade I made the best friend I have ever had and we still are the best of
friends. We joke that we aren’t friends,
we are sisters. I have also made several
close friends over the past few years.
They are going to be harder to leave than my family. But, what are going to be even harder to
leave will be my horses. Anyone who has
owned a horse or anyone that has a pet they love will know that the animals aren’t
just an animal, they are family. Going
off to college means that I am going to have to sell some, and leave others
behind. While I plan to be on an equestrian
team at college, it just won’t be the same as riding my own horse.
I am
also at the point where I know what I want to do with my life; I just have to
work at getting there. My plan after
graduating high school is to pursue a vet degree at college. After I go through about 8 years of college
and a lot of debt I want to become a large animal vet and work on farm
animals. While I am doing that I want to
learn equine chiropractic and acupuncture.
I know of people that make a living off of just that so that is where I want
to end up. Then I can create my own schedule
and be able to maybe raise a few western pleasure foals each year and show at
the major shows. This is a big goal but I
am determined to get there. It will take
years upon years, but should be worth it when I get there. If I end up changing my plan, so be it. If I change it there will be a good reason.
At this
point in my life I am also old enough to understand the importance of a job and
how bad our economy is at the moment.
This makes me worried about the future.
My mom is a person that has to have a plan so I have gotten use to
having one. And looking to the future of
the economy is bleak at this time. My dad
reminds me that I can’t plan that far ahead, and I need to focus on the now
more than the when. So this year I am
trying to focus more on just this year.
I can worry about my homework, and about having fun with my friends with
every spare time I have. Since I am
going to be going away I am spending all the time I can with them, my parents
sometimes get mad at me because they think I’m not home enough.
Overall,
I am at home with my friends and family.
I am about to venture off on my own which is a scary thing but I know
that they will always be there for me, no matter how far away I go. I am more responsible and ready for more
freedom and independence. But most
importantly, when I leave I will never forget where I came from.